That sounds terrible. It is so important that you speak to someone so you can come to terms with what happened to you and realise that you are not alone in what you have suffered. Here is a number for a free and confidential line to phone for advice and support

0808 8000 123 - this phone will always be answered by women.

If you would rather speak to a man the this number is always answered by men and the same advice and support is offered
0808 800 0122.

The charity is called "Rape and Advice Line".

Good luck. Hope this helps.